True or Not

 It is hard to think that at the end of time, you have not made a difference. You have not shared your knowledge with anyone, and you are not as important as you thought you were. Maybe no one really cares what you think after all. It's like when someone asks you  for your opinion, but they don't want to listen to you. I am sick and tired of trying to help people out who really don't care about what I have to say. It is so hard to try to get to know people who have their mind set on being friends with fake people. I don't know how some people can act like you don't even exist. Sometimes I wonder how life would be if I wasn't here. I think a lot of the things that have happened could have been avoided if I wasn't here. Some days I do feel like when people say, "Why are you  even here". I'm like, they have a point. Why am I here?  What is my purpose in life? Do  I have a purpose  It is hard when people act like they are not the issue. They act as if they are not a factor in your behavior. If you treat me poorly, of course I'm going to act a certain way towards you. When you try to be nice it seems to never be enough. Sometimes I tried to be nice, but since no one really respects me, I don't care about being nice anymore. I don't like it when they run me over so I vow to myself to not let anyone tear me down no matter what. Then they say that you are not trying to be social with them but when you do they don't want to talk to you. You can never win for losing. When will you really know when people are really willing to hear you out. It is not  good to cover up issues that you are having , because they might come back and bite you in the butt.