After High School

    High school was a different experience for me. It had some ups and downs but the over all experience was great. I enjoyed my time here. I will miss the tight net connection that I had with some of the teachers. I will also miss being able to make good impressions on the incoming students.

     I think that I will miss the teachers most of all because they put up with my drama. I think that high school is the start of  the real world with out all the responsibility. I will also miss the conversations in the hall ways , because they were super funny for no reason. I will miss you High School and good luck to the rest of you guys.

Woah

     Sometimes you just got to go with the flow. When things don't go your way it's okay sometimes. I had to learn in this past year is that life doesn't go your way.  You can only have so much control on your own life and the rest is up to supernatural forces. I always try to live my life the way that I  want to. I know that I want certain things and when I don't get them I do get upset. I am not a selfish person but I do need to put myself first. Putting yourself first is important to me because I think if you don't put yourself first you may get upset and hate what's going on.

     You know what I really dislike. I don't like it when a guy has a girlfriend and he talks to you and think that you want try to talk to him about her. We aren't dating on another but I know that we aren't just friends either. I lose respect for that person because, they are cheating even though you don't want to be apart of it but you can't help yourself. You want that person but you don't want to be apart of the hurt that is going to be caused to the other person. If I could stop this I would but I am in to deep over my head. Now when it comes to marriage it is wrong to mess with a married man. Then you think to yourself what if his wife never finds out. I doesn't matter because you will start growing feeling for that person and she will find out sooner or later. You don't want that type of baggage.

Summer Plans

     This summer is coming up too fast for me. I want to hopefully have a job once the summer hits. I think that I am a hard worker when I have a clear mind. I know that I do want to go to college but I do want to work and make my own money. I want to be able to provide for myself  so I can get my life into order. This summer I want to have my own money to spend it how I please. I am going to prepare myself this upcoming fall for school. I am going to make sure that I am in great financial standing and that I am ready to get my education started. I also plan on saving as much money that I can. I however, do plan on having as much fun as I possible can.

     I also will be making sure that I save as much money as I can so I can move out. I want to have my own place so that I can get some freedom and responsibilities of my own. I want to be able to come and go as I please without having to ask to leave. I want to be able to make my own choices and live my life the way I want to. I want to be able to learn from my own mistakes. I also want to be able to gain as much experience that I can.

Now what

    I can never understand why people always like to be in others business  Why is it so hard to stay out of other lives. Is it hard because there is nothing better to do in our own lives or is it that we are jealous of the things that we do not have. I somehow believe that if women take care of themselves first and then worry about others we can eliminate most of the drama at hand. When a person stays to themselves it reduces drama. Sometimes it is very had to ignore the issues but it is best to try to ignore them. It seems like no one really likes to ignore it because it is so entertaining.
   
     My personal opinion is that drama makes people look stupid. I do not have time for drama and  I do not want drama in my life at all. I think that if we want to be treated a certain way we should act they way that we want to be treated. If you act like a drama starter then when some says you started some conflict you can't get upset ,because you started some drama once before. I know for myself I try to avoid as much drama as I can. I also think we can reduce the amount of deaths annually if we stop all of this drama nonsense.