True or Not

 It is hard to think that at the end of time, you have not made a difference. You have not shared your knowledge with anyone, and you are not as important as you thought you were. Maybe no one really cares what you think after all. It's like when someone asks you  for your opinion, but they don't want to listen to you. I am sick and tired of trying to help people out who really don't care about what I have to say. It is so hard to try to get to know people who have their mind set on being friends with fake people. I don't know how some people can act like you don't even exist. Sometimes I wonder how life would be if I wasn't here. I think a lot of the things that have happened could have been avoided if I wasn't here. Some days I do feel like when people say, "Why are you  even here". I'm like, they have a point. Why am I here?  What is my purpose in life? Do  I have a purpose  It is hard when people act like they are not the issue. They act as if they are not a factor in your behavior. If you treat me poorly, of course I'm going to act a certain way towards you. When you try to be nice it seems to never be enough. Sometimes I tried to be nice, but since no one really respects me, I don't care about being nice anymore. I don't like it when they run me over so I vow to myself to not let anyone tear me down no matter what. Then they say that you are not trying to be social with them but when you do they don't want to talk to you. You can never win for losing. When will you really know when people are really willing to hear you out. It is not  good to cover up issues that you are having , because they might come back and bite you in the butt.

All Around Me

All Around Me

This song is my go to song. This song make me want to scream and yell at the top of my lungs. It makes me feel like there is some type of purpose and that there is someone for me. I have been in love with this song  since I first heard it on Kiss FM in 2009.  My favorite thing to sing in this son is the part where she says "

Take my hand, I give it to you Now you owe me, all I am,You said you would never leave me
I believe you, I believe I can feel you all around me, Thickening the air I'm breathing, Holding on to what I'm feeling, Savoring this heart that's healed". This is the part of the song were I lose it and act like I am going crazy. I most likely listen to this song at least twice a day. I also love the video. In the video their playing the song and rocking out while the walls are  pouring with different color paints. They are all wearing white cloths except for the lead singer  Lacey but they all  get covered with paint. This would be very awesome to experience in the real world. I love this band and I wouldn't have made it through some of the things that I have if it wasn't for her and her band. This song change the way I express myself . It is easier to express my self through singing her song and dancing around than it is to say something to someone.

 

Chatting Online

   Chatting online is a very fun experience, but it is very dangerous  at the same time. You never really know who you are talking to unless you have met them person to person. I have noticed during my time chatting online guys can be very crude and disrespectful towards women.  Women can also be very innapropprate as well. I think the women should stop selling themselves short.  Chatting online is a great way to make friends, but there are certain things that you shouldn't share. If you don't know a person, you should't give them your personal information including your email, phone number, and address. I know that there are safe ways to chat, but most people don't do it.
   When you meet someone online and you start to like them, there are always what if's. What if he doesn't really like me? What if they are a killer in real life? When is the right time to meet this person? Is it possible to find love online? How do I know if this person is real and not someone else? When you are online, it is hard to tell. Social media applications are the fastest growing form of technology in the nation.  Social media is a great thing when you use it wisely. When you misuse it consequences may follow. When you are online it is also important that you watch what you say because someone is always watching.